by Baesal Zyn » Sat Jul 01, 2017 11:40 pm
''Of course you are! Have you payed no attention?'' Baesal walked in circles
''How did you think I found the space station? I used my Master's connection to get there and get the clue we needed. I even told you in our holochat after I left Korriban that I would use Jedi assets to help us beat Zash! It's not like I have marshalled the bloody jedi order to do anything! Master is a member of the Jedi Council: the closest equivalent of the Dark counil...he senses things event if I try to keep them quiet. He is aware but helpful...and trusts me to do the right thing even if he disagrees with what I do and those I associate with. Want it or not, the Jedi have helped us thus far with little if no involvement and interference. The only one who fucks with us is a Sith!''
She stopped moving
''Punish the Black Witches? For what? Not letting you in? And what would you have done if they did? What would you have done in a light vergence? Contemplate the Peace of the fuckin' universe? Hell, they knew I was with Siths but still gave us what we needed without asking for anything in return. We even got the plant in the end! Or is that the problem? But why is it a problem?''
''I want to stop Zash because she is a threat to you and now your sister as well should she learn she exists. And about retreiving 'their' ancient lore? Are you kidding me? One: those who keep the most secrets from the siths are the siths because they do not share power. Two: The Hutts took control of Nal Hutta about ten thousand years before the great hyperspace wars and more the nine thousand years before the arrival of the Dark Jedi on Korriban. That temple is not fuckin' sith! What I want in there is a way to fight Zash so that she can't harm you, not make more of her.''
She finished by crossing her arms and looked down at the truck's floor. Her voice was lower, softer, perhaps even sad.
''Do you think I am daft? Do you think that I don't know that the weapons I mod for you and the info that I get for you will be used to kill innocents, republic officials and even Jedi as well? Do you think that I don't know that you have your own agenda on Nal Hutta beside finding something to fight Zash with? One we both know I would not agree with? I could have tipped the SIS about Black Star or even tried to slice through their servers myself but I did not...and yet when I proposed to help further your first reaction was to accuse me of having ulterior motives.''
She clenched her jaw, finding a place to sit
''I have helped as best I could all along...I have risked my place in the Order, the trust of my Master and sacrificed time and ressources to find what we needed while I could have been pursuing personnal goals...And yet I am now again accused of having an agenda.''
She turned her head towards Moyr
''I could, like you do, give in to my doubts and fear. I could, like you do, begin to think that I am but a tool for you to use...but I don't, I won't. Why? Because I have faith in you. I have faith in you even if I am certain that doing so will only hurt me in the end, even if it hurts me everytime I think of you...And that's because I believe you are worth it.''
She looked back to the ground...not sure if her deblateration even made sense anymore
Jedi- Togruta - Tinkerer - The Tentacle Entente? - Student of Master Raji Xen - 'splosions! -
Visible equipment: Heavy clothes, utility belt, googles, backpack, Soho lightsaber: The silver bladed ''Memory'', The red Ionblade ''The little sister''.
"Insert here: profound sounding quote that expresses nothing more then hot air" -Baesal Zyn
Often seen with R5-T8: her droid assistant